I can't write about how I feel on my blog since I made the mistake of subscribing to one of my friends and now (I think) all my friends read it.

I feel so left out of everything. I have to go to a birthday party tonight and I have a big feeling I'm not gonna have fun. Great. Fake smiles and fake happiness.

ARGGH!

What's the secret for skinny girls?! WHY IS MY WEIGHT STAYING THE SAME?! HOW DO I MAKE IT GO DOWN?!

thai or indian?

starvation starts again today! ate WAY too much yesterday! 2 bowls of kimchi soon doo boo w/rice, mexican, bbq rice crackers, and some choco apple gummies. BLOATED! and totally fat

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Sorry I've been neglecting you lately Xanga....

So I'm friends with James and Dah again. We're going to Miami next Wed!!! I'm SOOO excited! Tommy's safe and I got 2 B's and 2 C's. Can't do anything about it now but I have to make all A's for summer semester...which starts right after I get back from vacay.

Here are the classes I'm taking for summer:

• Religion
• CPR
• Research

Pretty easy classes. Oh and since me and James are on this crazy diet thing, I'm 114! WOOT WOOT! YAY! I'm so happy. Now I'm gonna go try on my gladiator shoes again and I promise I'll try to update you as much as possiblie

<3

drinking coffee at mozart's was a stupid idea

my eyes itch

i'm going to attempt to go to sleep since I gotta wake up in 4 hours.

i ate alot today

suck ass

too many things i wanna buy, no money

will i really be able to go to miami before summer school?

p.s. i started my period today

p.p.s. I WANT SOME DAMN GLADIATOR SHOES! and my polka dot bikini

i want too much